Dear Future Wife

Apprehensions seep throughout

A skylight of hope never to break

A love that I must place in faith

For all choices I necessitate to take

Looking for my life to be full

This promise I carry though

Juvenile expectation taunt

Yet my constant hope in you

I’m going to love you

When the time is right

My thoughts all run for you

When day turns to night

Your motivation creating my world

So I’m what you need in life

Thanks for the expectations

My choices are now for a wife

The sad, the hopeless

The scars of lost light

Will strengthen gratitude

When you come into sight

And finally we‘ll stand together

Create and anchor of hope

Everlasting though all trials

Threading an unbreakable rope

Sometime I doubt in myself
I sit... wondering why

No one to accept my flawed life

Yet alone I sit afraid to cry

I may not know why

I may not know how

Yet the hope of you

Is enough for now

Clouds have the power of rain

That bows color into streams

Only creating a rainbow

With the suns powerful beams

So is the power of life

What may be wind for the tree

Strengthens the roots

To grow strong, long, and free

Strength pushes with hope

Only to long for you and me

So loves one desire

Can climb to who it wants to be

No longer will I be lost at night

When I get to glance into your eyes

I’ll be assured by the beauty and warmth

That comes when the sun starts to rise.

For I sense you deep within

Overwhelming my senses and soul

Dangling to be words in my breath

For it to grow fonder and whole.

Feelings contact within my heart

Grasping authenticity with desire

Knowing it’s not the sufficient amount

Taking the burn with the fire

Frustrated to comprehend such sensation

Lives perfectly bonded to hold

Two souls entwined into one

Casted and cooled among God mold

You may not be physically next to me

But faith isn’t a miracle you see

But trusting a feeling

Will turn a day into eternity.